Eternal Light
A candle will forever glowto represent the son I know
who’s grin would lighten every room
who’s life on earth ended to soon
The light it shines
to lead the way
It helps me get up
to face the day
Another day not hearing you talk
you are forever in my thought
My heart it aches my pain so raw
I wish I could have one more call
A nightmare started
“try and find some good”
this grief I feel
is misunderstood
I feel your presence
it makes me stop
I hold on tight
that’s all I got
Inside I scream
and call your name
outside everyone says
I look the same
I stop and wonder
how can’t you tell
my world has changed
I feel like hell
Remember the good times
it sounds so right
But every ounce of my being
just wants to fight
My body it shakes
it doesn’t know what to do
I’m supposed to accept
losing you?
I stand, I sit,
I smile, I cry.
Not a minute goes by
I still ask why?
I know there is hope
I see it in Chase
And while I’m with him
my heartaches erased
He is cute and funny
just like the you I know
he’s the light in the candle
that will forever glow
I miss you every second of the day Tony……..