Sometimes you make yourself believe that you have someone there for you the rest of your life, but what you don't think of is the plan that the Lord has for everyone. It's so hard to believe that the one person that I loved so very much and that one person that I will always love will help our son and I through life in spirit.
Tony and I shared something that will live forever on. We had a love for each other and the best friendship that any two people could have. Tony was someone to be proud of and I was so lucky to have this man in my life. Tony showed me so many good times. When anyone was with Tony, they would never be bored. The smile that he had will never be forgotten and the way he was with our son will not be either. There is a part of Tony still with all of us and that's his son. Every time you look at Chase you see a part of Tony looking back at you.
All the good times that I’ve had with Tony, I don't have a favorite. I cherish every second that I had with him. I did love when we would be together as a family. Tony and I spent almost five years together and I will always remember every second, minute and hour of all five years.
Tony took me to my prom. I can still remember how handsome he looked. There it was my prom and I think he stole the show with how good looking he looked. It did not matter how much anything was, we had to have it. That’s how he was. He always wanted to make sure that everyone had what they wanted or needed.
We did so much together. We would take walks and talk. We would hold each other and cry. We would play jokes on each other, and that was one thing that I loved about Tony, when he would get silly and act crazy and we would just get so goofy, but he didn't care because it was just us. We would read each other like books, it was so crazy. One of our favorite things to do was, quiz each other on how much we knew about the other.
He is the love of my life and will always be my best friend. I love Tony so much and my heart feels so empty going on without him. Tony will live on forever in everyone’s heart. We miss you!